Reblog with the FIRST 3 words that you see
dread / eat / suicideCrush. Fool. Mania.
passion, fool, sin.
i did this already but i got
Lust, Mania, and Flesh…
it could not sound more like sex haha.
kick. ass. feel.
Reblog with the FIRST 3 words that you see
dread / eat / suicideCrush. Fool. Mania.
passion, fool, sin.
i did this already but i got
Lust, Mania, and Flesh…
it could not sound more like sex haha.
kick. ass. feel.
Come talk to me when you actually have something to say.
To be nobody but yourself in a world which is doing its best day and night to make you like everybody else means to fight the hardest battle which any human being can fight and never stop fighting.
Jeez. JJ actually hella over reacted to something I did… and I didn’t get mad at any point in the conversation. Go figure, eh? Kinda lame though, he’s been pretty nice to me lately. I had been hoping we could keep up this kind air we’ve had between us all week.
HarryPotter&TheHalfBlood Prince:Review
As all the others, this chapter of the Harry potter films was missing quite a few pieces from the book. The difference was, I didn’t even read the books and I could tell. The movie relied on one of two things to fill in the blanks. One, that the viewer read the book. Or two, that the viewer is good at assuming what is going on by clues in the film. Considering that most of the audience has neither of these, most people will not enjoy this film nearly as much as the last films.
Other than that, the movie was decent. Great special effects, but they didn’t take advantage of it enough. Most of what they did was little things, such as making the faces of the cast younger or making the few spells the used believable. (Oh, and trust me, when I say they were believable, I mean it. Unlike the last one, these looked real. Not the too-real-for-real-life “real” of the last film.) The smaller characters, including Ron and Hermione as well as side characters, seemed so surface deep. While Draco, Harry, and Dumbledore were the main focus characters, had a little bit deeper connection. But overall it was more of the audience watching the characters instead of getting involved.
Yeah, so Jeff has been telling me about this new friend of his from his classes. He met her when her boyfriend dumped her, and he comforted her. They’ve been friends since. I’m fine with him having friends who are girls, as he is with me having friends who are boys. I was never worried that he had any feelings for her, but I have been worried that she might misunderstand his kindness. I told him so, but he reassured me that he had taken measures to hint that they were only friends.
Well, yesterday they went to go see the new Harry Potter film. I warned him that she might think it’s a date, but he continued to insist that she knew they were only friends. I thought It’s not my issue as long as she keeps her hands to herself. So, I let him go on his merry way.
I had also gone to see the movie at a different time in a different theature with my family, and had gone to get a bite to eat after. So, when I got home, I wasn’t surprised to see impaitent little Jeff’s messages popped up on my screen asking if I was online yet.
What did catch me as a surprise was the first thing he said to me: “Man… My love, it was a disaster.”
I imediately got angry, asking questions, trying to see if she had pulled anything… but as it turned out, she had merely misunderstood. She had thought he was trying to be with her while he was still with me, and blah de blah. She was offended, and said she felt guilty. He tried to explain that he didn’t mean anything that I knew who he was with, but she didn’t believe him. What an awkward mess, huh? All I can say is: “I told you so.”
At any rate, I’m sure this wont become all that big of a deal in the end. Interesting, though.
Jeff showed up at around one, just as he promised. I missed him so much since Momo’s house. We discussed our book and ideas for it and whatnot, then JJ insisted that we explain the plot to him… He liked it, and so did Father who was evesdropping from upstairs. After that, JJ was back on Fable like a post-menupausal woman on chocolate.
At any rate, Father and I sang some worship songs for Jeff. After which we discussed comics, guitars, and poker. You know, the usual.
Jeff seemed so awkward in my house, as he always does. Trying desperately to be respectful and polite. So, as Father left and the stoners invaded the living room, I brought him out to the front porch.
We sat there for probably two hours, on the black iron bench, rocking it back and forth. Exchanging stories and swapping spit, just enjoying each other’s presence. It was wonderful, as all the moments I spend with him (even the difficult ones).
Although I was reluctant to let go of the moment, (something I don’t think Jeff noticed) I was happy to see Maria again. When I first called out to her as she rode along on her bike, I mearly expected her to wave and smile. No, not Maria. She full on turned her bike to talk to me. Man, I miss hanging out with that girl. Lots of laughs, lots of giggles.
It was an itsy bit awkward at first, but it quickly became a riot. Maria teasing Jeff and I, which embarrassed Jeff much more than me. Then Maria and I forcing Jeff to take photos while we ate chips&salsa on my couch (Yeah… not a bright idea. Spilled on the couch a little… and a lot on my new shirt. But it survived!) … that was simply priceless. Especially because of the expressions she managed to capture!
All in all it was a fun day. ^_^ Of course there’s lots more, but I don’t care to bore you with details… plus I don’t wanna write more. Sucks to be you.
Self-awareness makes us real. Find what makes you real and you will find strength. Accept who you are and draw strength from that truth. You must be worthy of yourself before you can ever be worth of another.